Posted this pic because it shows how i'm feeling now. Moody and glum kind of feeling.
What seemed so far at first is actually 2 days away. Got very depressed in the past few days. Kinda miss work because during work i wont have time to think of any other stuff. I will just get so tired that the only thing in my mind is to go home and rest. Really hate the life i have been living the past week. Just slacking at home doing nothing but being online the whole day. Maybe the army can really transform me into another person. My mindset has changed totally after so many things have happened in the past few months. Even my friends can sense the difference. I'm not sure whether its a good or bad thing that i have changed, only time will tell. Hope i will see my pay in the bank account later or else i have to call again.